When I decided what I should be, I know that there will be no turning back, no time for regrets and no other way but to move forward. Someone once told me that if you want to move on you have to move forward and never look back. Easier said than done. I've always believed that, since the greatest blow in my life back in 2007, I have moved on and have moved forward. But then as I was doing this, I always find myself looking back thus getting this feeling of being drawn backwards. I don't know if it's just me or maybe it is how it should be. It was then in 2009 when I finally decided to leave the country indefinitely and find myself once more and mend the irreparable damages of the past. This was how my journey began...
Armed with a thousand dollars in cash and a few more stored in card,it was then the 12th January 2010 when I finally and completely gathered all my courage to turn my back from the past and looked way ahead to a new beginning, a new future, with hopes of finding a new self yet again. First stop, Singapore..
As I posed for the last time to move forward into the unknown, a mixture of excitement and anxiety hit me. Excited because of the hopes of achieving my mission and anxious of not knowing whether I would succeed or not. Nevertheless at this point, I know there's no turning back. Finally I have managed to walk away going towards the tarmac heading to infinity and beyond...
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